lomg time no type!

sorry for Blog silence i have been busy working and creating some things for you to see but to our dissapointment You tube is not allowing me to upload anything nor is twitvid ND NOR IS FACEBOOK . i will get them up there some way some how.

so i had a show in the barbican theatre, i starred in it , directed parts of it , filmed it , editted the film and designed the lighting . how i hear you ask .. because i am female .. and we can multi task haha!!

i am currently listening to one side of a row (M+T) not naming any names .
and Miss P wonders why i am down sometimes !!

i had Miss P thinking i had depression . i went to the doctors , then again, then again , then again .. he thinks i may be mildly depressed due to stress but doesn't want to give me any meds just yet! he wants to see how it goes ... i don't think i'm depressed at all!


i read a horrid section of an interview in my empire magazine from a Mr James Elroy a Crime WRITER not actor, director or film critic . he said this : "i went to see the dillenger movie,(public enemies), which was execrably bad.it was a vicious piece of s**t. meaningless. the idea that the FBI was ambiguously defined and ruthless as him was preposterous; i didn't know who was shooting who. and johnny depp is inherently un-masculine. i've never belived him in anything, and in this i couldn't give a s**t. i couldn't see any reason why it got made it didn't even look good."

firstly: if it didn't even look good why did you see it
secondly : you can easily tell who is shooting who because of the direction they are pointing the guns.
and thirdly: what a horrible thing to say about such a fine actor in fact wjhat a horrid thing to say about any actor i would never dream of saying any thing like that about any one ( except perhaps james elroy). for example i'm not tom cruises biggest fan and in my eyes his acting is not as good as others but i would never say that he is inherently un-masculine and that i have never belived him in anything!

anyway the phone row is still going on and its doing my head in . its clear as a bell and i am down stairs whilst the arguement is upstairs grrrr!!

i also had a friend going on about when she is going to leave her life behind i am not naming any names . but it kills me to know that someone is thinking like that .. and even though it is not my fault i feel like it is!!

i'm sorry for rambling on about not the nicest of subject areas but i promise i will try not to sound so depressing in my other blogs haha
and they probably wont be as long!!

XxX love and hugs XxX

Shayna J